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Thursday, September 20, 2007

okay. i have finally resigned myself to the fact that i cant go anywhere, no matter how much i was deluding myself through last min prayer.

chem: c5
bio: b4
macbeth half of lit: 31/50

best case senario, in the event that i get 44/50 for joy luck club -.- and 41/50 for history. oh please. i'll get 11 points.

worst case senario counting on my joy luck club not to do any worse than macbeth and history not to do worse than ss, 18 points.

OH WOW. i expect 16. or maybe i shouldnt expect anything.

sometimes, it's really depressing being in the top class. actually, all the time in fact.

ohwell. im not all that emo tho (: i was really quite cheerful. cept the times when pearlyn asked me if i was okay. because the teachers are really trying to drive me nuts. i always get back the section that i failed first. like chem, i failed section 2. which has the biggest weightage, thanks. like bio, i failed PRACTICAL. tell me, HOW THE HECK DO YOU FAIL PRACTICAL. okay i should be answering that. ahha. but one thing that brightened my day was when pearlyn said that her cheek muscles are aching from two continuous days of sitting next to me. hehe =D

oh, i met my first angmoh chee ko pek on the bus. ohmygod, im changing my mind about angmoh boyfriends lol. HE KEPT STARING AT ME OKAY. so obvious somemore! like at first i was sitting next to this hc guy at the back row (oh, i pretty much dumped my bag in his lap when i sat down and woke him up oooooops), and he looked like he was trying to smile at me. i was in no mood to smile back, cos i was busy calculating best and worst case senarios. then when the guy next to nianci got off, we moved one seat to the left so i was on the seat that should the bus driver press the emergency break, i'll roll all the way to the front down the aisle. and he was actually peering around the mgs girls to look at me okay!

pearlyn: are you sure he's looking at you?

me: unless he's really interested in the back side of the bus number (cos my head was right in front of it).

pearlyn: are you sitting properly?

me: YES! havent you noticed ive been crossing and re-crossing my legs. and now my muscles are really tired cos ive been keeping my legs tightly together for so long. (and hello, my school bag is damn big somemore can, when its on my lap see what see).

then nianci looked and she said, yup, positive.

YEAH THANKS THAT REALLY HELPS.

anw, i just wanna thank everyone for their concern. pearlyn for her constant pinching and demanding that i study. loretta for asking me how my marks are. nianci for just being nianci and being desperate for more marks, it just amuses me =D

ehui, for getting all aggressive on me when she saw my nick: my brain must be hollow. LOL.

life's not fair, but some just have it fairer than others says:
NO. thats not the case
life's not fair, but some just have it fairer than others says:
u can still save your Os
life's not fair, but some just have it fairer than others says:
and your brain. is DEFINITELY NOT hollow

my brain must be hollow says:
HAHAHA
my brain must be hollow says:
relax girl
my brain must be hollow says:
im just quoting pearlyn
my brain must be hollow says:
she said her brain's hollow during pract
my brain must be hollow says:
hahaha

sigh, just let me have an emo-sounding nick alr. lol.

i am in failure stepped in so far that to turn back were as tedious as go o'er

somehow, im feeling quite at peace. thank you God (:

hello AILEEN i love you <3

trembling at His voice,9:50 PM
You are worthy of our praise