How great is our god

joey! :D

Friday, June 29, 2007

it's over! officially over :D and now i can finally relax, if my parents allow me to that is. but this exam was seriously the most relaxed i've ever had, and the most unprepared too :P it comes together as package, i see. but it went okay finally :D after two whole weeks of crazy mad mugging and locking myself up at home! (even on my birthday?!?!) at least i had three very nice sms buddies who managed to keep me sufficiently sane over the past week! :D

and yes, i miss holidays, a lot. i miss the three camps, hanging around with the churchies, playing with the kids, swooning over joel and rhean, going all high and laughing at anything under the sun, carrying LOTS of tables and chairs, late nights up, jamming sessions, watching the dance, early morning suppers AND breakfasts!, playing for worship in retreat, getting to know the younger ones, sleeping anywhere and everywhere, lazing on the slide at the playground, learning more about David, attempting to studying at night, encouraging and being encouraged, praying, talking and sharing with people i never previously thought i would share with, having people show they care, doing random spastic nonsense at 3am in the morning, pigging out, prayer and praises, getting a nice birthday present :D, teaching my ohsofantastic mentee, and most importantly, just relaxing and being refreshed, getting to know more about God, and just plain reflecting on my life, which i haven't done in a long time.

it was great! three full weeks of fun, which made me feel that it was actually okay staying home on the last week to mug since i already enjoyed myself so much (: im super looking forward to nov and dec hols now! go on a mad camp craze again :D i wanna take care of the KIDDOS!

i'm glad i can finally go yf this week after a million gazillion years! and i can actually go with a peace of mind knowing i have nothing else to study. sounds great! :D

there's obs next week. im looking forward to getting a tan! and maybe getting some part of my fitness back :/ but... i dont wanna miss cindy's wedding. maybe by some miraclous way i'll come back on saturday morning in time for her wedding. i wish. but it's okay! im determined to go enjoy myself and not spoil it like last year with a stupid high fever :D

i'm not exactly looking forward to school. to the piles of assignments and piles of revision. which may mean less yf, less outings with friends, less everything, especially after my sister leaves. but ah well. it's okay, it'll help me to refocus and get my priorities right again. and i hope trainings wont be so killer at the beginning :/ im starting to get worried, judging by how i jump around the house a few times and start panting almost immediately.

on a happier note, we're gonna move house by august! so exciting :D we've been buying lots of stuff and planning the layout of our house. sounds really great. and i practically get two whole rooms to myself coz my sister's not gonna be around for four years! but i think my dad's gonna use my study room for his work too :( oh well. and it's exciting being able to stay around people like char and pauline. we can go for study sessions when i move charleneongwenting!

there are more important things to do now anyway, rather than to sink into depression thinking about school. prepare for obs, sort out my very old photos, teach deborah more guitar, catch up with people i havent spoken to for a long while, pray with people, reply my letters, play piano and guitar!, shopping.. everything!

i've been getting mad random cravings recently. must be the stress. it's time to PIG OUT YO!

(anybody wants a date with me? :D)

trembling at His voice,8:15 PM
You are worthy of our praise