How great is our god

char(:

Monday, May 21, 2007

i sense my parents rlly want me to go ac.told my mum abt the hc lit dsa thing ( that i have no hope of anw since for ca1 i got a b4), and she said that she doesnt want me to go to a top jc where i'll suffer.just wants me to do well enough to get into uni and enjoy college life at it.well i guess i appreciate that, BUT.hahaha.prestige calls.

mum printed out ac and nj forms for me, netball dsa.and i blanched at the part where they want results.hahaha well duh i was expected it but to really think about it, my results are CRAP.i hope they arent expecting dsa people to be geniuses.

added to the fact that since nj improved t sixth position this year, more ppl are bound t apply right?and of course ac's one of the top, blah.its gonna be damn tough competition man.plus, my deteriorating state.

audrey's in a similar dilemma.well i guess alot of ppl are, but shes the first one to voice out her frustration.for nianci its just a matter of uh, rj or hc ah?HAHA WTH RIGHT.but for us the lack of sc netball name doesnt do us any good.plus the fact that since we changed coach, justin doesnt know us well.i dont think he rmbs my name man.calls me centre or whatever.yeah, happen to be playing centre since audrey hasnt trained under him even once i think.so i guess in a sense its worse for her.AND, puva left with a whisper.we didnt even give her a farewell, coz she cancelled one on the day itself -.- so its not like we can actl go up to her and ask her to write for us right?bit meann.

aud asked me to pray for her, so i did.prayed that if she were meant to dsa, a teacher would offer to be her referee.think thats a pretty clear sign yes?hahah its the season of learning to exercise your faith, not just have MORE.

it's all in His hands.though He knows where i wanna go (:

trembling at His voice,8:38 PM
You are worthy of our praise