How great is our god

Sunday, October 15, 2006

im in a bad mood now :( dont ask why, coz i dont know either. multiple reasons i guess.. ANYWAY! maybe blogging will make me happy :)

yesterday was fun! was supposed to meet in school at 815, but i went there at 730 instead coz my sister had to go take some exam. i actually planned to go to the grandstand to listen to music, but the PA people were already blaring some weird music so i had no choice but to sit there and stone and wait for the rest of them.

they came soon anyway, and sam (my current captain) kinda told us that shes leaving netball. coz of her health or something.. sad :( so there'll be changes in the exco now. oh well. we're left with TWO j2s. well ANYWAY, pauline cherie and i were running around and trying to get people to join netball! some people are SO SO SO dao okay. they didnt even respond when we tried to ask them if they wanted to try netball! evil. but quite a number of people signed up anyway. sam was being evil and snatching the people away to get them to go to touch rugby. but in the end she decided to help us anyway!

and before open house started, we were kinda stoning so we decided to play. it felt SO weird touching the ball after not handling it for a few weeks? but it was great anyway! at least my shooting and defence is still there :D

char came later. no, i was NOT hiding behind the table. i was getting my bag out. i didnt even see you come! i thought i spied aileen though. thats why i was trying to get my phone out. :) so we fooled around, with char attempting to shoot?! well OBVIOUSLY she failed. i had to literally stand behind the net to catch every single ball for her. not like me, i got almost everything in! char, you shouldnt have worn the sc netball shirt. disgrace!

yah so we hung around, talked, and because of SOME GIRL, i totally started slacking from my duty!! i feel bad now :/ but it was fun anyway. we had free ice cream, and got to watch the western dance perform! now i wish i hadnt quit dance. they split so easily. unlike me, have to inch down slowly. like old woman. :/

yes and char was late for church because she couldnt bear to leave me. see? arent you happy you got to see me after 8 months? you havent changed at all btw, in terms of looks. I HAVE! :) i look WAY better. but i always did actually ;)

so after she left, i spent quite some time talking to ms winnie about the team, and she was telling me about her plans to bond the team and how shes going to shift me to shoot :/ blah.. she gets SO serious sometimes. and she was telling me the importance of bringing pauline and the rest of them to church! okay now new motivation to try :D and after the long long talk, i stoned with the 02 people. and eugene asked me to shoot, and he was finally convinced that i was a pro netballer :D

so then we cleared up, and then my mum came with my clothes, so i could BATHE! YAY. then left with rachel for church in my mums car. it was really awkward, coz im not THAT close to rachel, so i didnt really know what to say to her. but it turned out fine in the end! we were early, so i brought her around church, telling her about YF, YW and YD. she caught it pretty fast :D

she was rather awkward in YF i think. she kept telling me that she felt very self conscious. heh. but at least terence joy and linus said a very nice HI to her when she first entered the room! i think that helped. but after the message, during discussions, i think she started to feel more comfortable. alicias new friend, dickson, was busy talking to her! he was a SUPER good befriender okay :/ i am amazed.

anyway, we made commitments during YF. mines to do QT regularly not for the sake of it, but with meaning, and also to be nice to everyone and to encourage them! :) rachel made a commitment to know God better. she left straight after YF! so i stoned with alicia at the playground, before going back to play caps ball! havent played caps ball in YF for a long time. felt good! though only the girls bothered to pass to me. some guys are really mean. :(

was sunburnt yesterday! i think im a little darker today. YAY. CHARLENE ONG! i bet im darker than you now :P

today! couldnt wake up in the morning. after effects from exams. i declare im going to sleep early one of these days, and wake up late! but wait, i have school. well too bad. YD was nice, learnt about Church again. i like the topic! it's rather.. inspiring i think. :)

ZJS was cool. my mum didnt actually allow me to go for ZJS this time coz she felt i had been missing too much service. heh! it felt good to be back at the piano anyway. i didnt play guitar this time. i think terence was dying from leading and playing guitar, plus his sore throat. take care you! we intended to sit at the bottom, just so that my mum wouldnt spot me going in late, but there was no space. so we HAD to sit at the top! and when we went in, terence attempted to block me (no you arent much taller :P) but my mum wasnt wearing her specs anyway! she was writing notes. yay.

message was interesting. :D

after service, i was busy running away from my mum, with terence who had to warn me when she appeared :/ she ALMOST asked me. she said "why did you come in..." then serene walked past, and i went "SERENE!" coz my mum wanted to ask her something :P heh. then i ran away! LOL. im great at that lah.

had prayer and encouragement meeting. dragged sher along coz megs couldnt come. and i didnt want to feel left out even though terence offered to be my friend :P we had quite a few new people joining us, so it was a little.. erm.. noisy. poor jerry. but it went okay anyway. we ended real early! then my sis HAD to go call my parents to come pick us up. so yeah i stormed off to bang the piano downstairs. :/ SORRY PIANO! :P

daryl talked to me for like.. 1 hour and 40 mins just now? coz YW may be stopping soon, so he was kinda catching up with me, and sharing his views. he has complicated views, which my parents dont really agree with. oh well. must pray pray pray. :D and i guess.. we should submit anyway :) dont argue too much!

ah okay. blogging didnt really cheer me up that much. im still feeling weird. thanks char anyway for trying to crack jokes and make me laugh :)

trembling at His voice,10:00 PM
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